I'm stress .. I'm bored .. Hais .. How .. Money .. I'm trying to run away from this problem . Trying to hide myself whenever that come to my mind . I may look happy , I may look nice but actually I messed up inside .. Deep within me .. I messed up quite badly .. I'm hiding everything.. Why can't I just be normal . I'm sad .. And why must I act happy . I hate my father .. Just Becos I don't work . U don't have the right to look down on me .. Don't u just notice I don't talk to you often nowadays ? Look like I'm trying to run away again . I'm such a coward . Why other people no need pay for their poly fees while me trying to save up for it .. If I know .. I shouldn't have study .. I tot you guys said u will pay for us . Now u back up and say pay myself . Why .. Now I have to find money .. Look like I have no choice but to ask u guys to pay . And now u guys look so unhappy and complaining to me everyday . I dare not stay at home . Even with the slightest chance I will get out . The air outside is much more nicer ..

And for my baby , I'm sorry .. I was so fed up .. I have To engulf my life into anything that can make my mind drift away .. Sorry ..

I miss baby :( baby have been moody and don't wanna talk much with me :( me is sad boy now :( now also no time pei baby keep work that why baby like feeling fade like that don't care me de :( or isit maybe her school got better guy :( .. Hais I'm so sad and scaed now.. I'm thinking more and more now ..

anyw later in school better ting hua ah ,, dont keep go twitter and play , do your work okeh .. dont flirt uh ! keep flirt ! flirt the dunno what hen what guy de . grr angry liaohorr ! dont think i dunno . i keep quiet only uh ! You ah better auto abit . :@

ANGRY YOU ! hais i have to work uh .. and tmr dao 2 . so... u take care uh ... remember to do your rj ..

u dont wait for me uh .. soo that all about it uh ..

Dear Mickey Tan Yan Yun,

You're the magic to my life,

You gave me strength , love and the things i like

But , right now i have no time :(

So please , don't stop treating me right

Because that's the time i need you the most alright !

I might not be able to repay you tonight,

But i promise i'll make it up for the rest of my life <3

Come find me if you have the time,

I will so glad that i will eventually reach the sky ;D

By your beloved Mint

Baby welcome back to sg ! I miss you really really much u know !!!! Im going to work soon but nvm let me post finish first ! I miss u :( and I keep dream of you ! When are u coming back to me :( sob sob .. I hope u enjoy ur vacation ! Anyw baby I got a mickeymouse thingy for you :) gonna surprise you boo ! Hahs tmr u are coming back already~ I will be working on 10 pm hopefully we can meet awhile :) I love you baby Muack ! Hehs

It's been a while since i last post, Had been so busy with work . Working as a full time now , my time and energy are dedicated to Mac lols , however i will always put some aside for my darling! .. Tmr is finally my off day ! and on the 25th me and my darling gonna have candle light dinner muhaha , although it's not really candle light but i really wanna have a long and warm dinner with her and chat till the cows goes home~ im going to kiss her bite her box her and love her muahah :D ! so bad me >:

Baby been working a lot lately too ! She also waited for me some times ! really happy :D hehs ! thanks baby , although im not smiling , you know , you know , im smiling inside :D.

Thursday was awesome :D was working with baby after that send her home and sleep in :D Hahas ! have lotssss of fun with baby and have a heavy supper heh ! i miss ur famous amos chocolate ): .. When i recover from my cough ! please bring me somee ! hehs ! <3 that day man !
I know u like i too ! heh !

I'll stop her and sleep :D Muack love you always baby ! happy christmas eve <3

HEY BABY^^ or the blog perhaps

long time no see right?!? MISSME?
im in school now.... damn sian D: later got test somemore.... so lazy to study la T.T no motivation...

HAIZ I NEED YOU TO SCOLD ME. SLAP ME. PUNCH ME. BOX ME. AND LOVE ME ^^

im hungry la baby :( miss your cooking.... miss your sushi :(

u must be sleeping likea elephant now! sleep tight~~ miss me right?!?! but why u no appear in my dream de :(:(
dont miss other people hor!!!

hahahaha baby.. my class got alot of kposzx. keep see what i wanna type. but heng i fast :P
this is for you only~!!

hehe...

dont wake too late hor!! see ya later laogong :D <3<3

Who said we wont last ! HMPHH ! It's our 16 Month ! GRRRR ! I bet good times always passes soo quickly ! well i love my baby :D
Hehes especially when she come find me in the morning :D hehes ! i alway love to hug her ! sooo soft and warm :D hehes ! muack ! i love myyy baby ! :D
But she ignored me ):... so sad ! but nvm ! we are going out tgt on monday :D ! hehes cos tmr i not free and she also cannot pei me :D Monday we going take neoPrint and catch a movie hopefully :D .. after monday i bet imma gonna choing my O' level le .. Gotta really choing choing choing ! Really must choing liao ! MATH , PHYSIC CHEMISTRY POA FNN ENGLISH

GEO AND SS grrr ! gotta put a lot of effort on math phsyic chem first , after that than fnn , English i bet just remember all cheem words right baby!?

BACK TO BABY ! recently we were so sweet !  but im damn bored everyday cos no laptop , now den got back laptop :D hehes so i can post blog and webcam with baby :D

TOOTIE LOVE MICKEY I GO SLEEP LE DAMN TIRED !

hehes

I can cfm that in this world ! NO ONE LOVE HER MORE THAN ME !
She's so cute and lovely ! .. i cant take my eyes off her ): .. lately we had been drifting apart ... getting colder and colder towards each other ,
Maybe its games that cause us to be like that .. but please let us make sometimes tgt.. alone .. i really need that .. im not a sweet talker .. but i believe i can use my humor to get back to what we used to.. Rmb how you used to hold me and hug me tight (:.. aww how sweet .. Remember how i hug u when we were in the mrt? Hugged so tightly that we both sweat but we aint willing to let go .. Rmb when u hold my hand that tight that we sweat and pause to wipe our hands? hahas.. that's so silly and sweet .. i want those all back...
and beside all this .. our msg had be cold lately too..
do you know the power of words?
It's words that drew us tgt , so dont take them forgranted ..
Rmb how we chat during msn? Each msg was precious and special ... each msg was sended with loves and happiness
I use to rmb how u send me sweets msg .. i bet u really go do some research or some serious thinking hahas "I do that often too" ;x
and baby the blog !! u used to post for me to read .. T.T ..
Now i have no more sweet memories to read .. ):
and dont msg too much boys le.. i will still be jealous ):...
i love youuuu <3

Lastly..
I'll learn how to draw hearts and i will drew on ur hand again .. <3
and grab ur hands tightly,
cause once it's loose,
i won't have the gut to hold again.

By : Minty Toot

angry, sad , mixed feeling , tired , moody , all sort of nonsese .. i feel that i had been neglected by baby ... why am i always feeling like this .. she stop sending me sweet msg already , she msg me lesser and lesser angry , slower and slower , what had i done wrong again .. i didnt , its just her period .. i can tolerate when she is having her period but now that she finished . she still behave the same , dont tell me this is the real u or whatever , the one i noe isnt like this at all , the yanyun i know is sweet cheerful always make me happy de .. why did u change , u didnt make me happy anymore , i cant feel anything from you . i really cant feel anything anymore .. has ur feeling faded? i already did my best .. but if u are those people that will fade no matter what i do .. i cant help it . 
im lost and confused.

Hehes ! Baby having her PMS now ): ! So fierce and angry all the time !! GRR !
But nvm i will always try my best to cheer her up no matter what ! TRUST ME BABY I CAN DO IT !
It's seem that u get really upset when i flirt even in ur dream. I shall never flirt any girl for you okay? I wont anyway.. Always wont !
-.- In my mind , i will only flirt you , i wont go flirt other girl and i wont let them flirt me .
So dont think too much baby !
And today baby was working with me for the first time ! HAHAS so fun and stupid baby so slow ! keep stare at the screen dunno for what while i do almost all the work ! LOLS baby u lucky is me if not cfm kena scolding hahas ! anyw baby is the fastest learner i ever seen and teached , Baby Pro ! hahas
i know u would say "Thank You" hahas ! . i love you baby ! I know u did enjoy being the drink drawer too hahas ! Lucky the aunty and people all know u my gf if not u also will kena scold uh ): .. Hahas the aunty actually very fierce de " Aunty siew gek " U lucky me and her good friend hahas .

I think she also like you , so i bet u wont kena scold hahas !
And the lady manager also kinda like you too (: Congrat ! hahas !
Keep up the good work baby ! i love you muack!
Dont think so much and enjoy ur day tmr PLUS rest well okay ? !

GoodBYE ~ Muack

my fav pic of all :D ♥

hello my beloved fat cute toot clumsy stm sweet laogong! Its our first year together! yay!!!! (*secret kiss & hug!*) I never knew real love exist until i met you. Its surprising how time flies and we are still as sweet hehe!! :P Im sorry i didn't prepare anything for you... *so guilty already* :( i promise i will make it up to u next month!

I am so reminiscing the time when we just started chatting on msn. I remember i would go home everyday just to talk to u on msn.From that day on, i started to have feelings for you and i dunno when u had...... (*secret hug*) but nvm.  Still remember how shy u are when we started talking. I compare now and last time.... WOA. really big difference. Now u will start making weird sounds which i dunno how to describe LOL. (*secret kiss*) I can't help to laugh when u make those sounds infront of me hahhaah. but u are just sooooo cute. when u cuddle on  the bed just now..... i wanna pinch u and squeeze u and kiss u and hug u and many many things :P(*secret kiss*) my cutie sweetie pie.

You always cook the most delicious food for me i'm so touched everytime you give it to me. Never fail to make me fat and happy!! (*secret kiss*)

Secret to share :  I always read ur past msgs and laugh to myself everytime before i go to bed :D (*secret kiss x2*)

Lastly,

A quote specially dedicated to you.

I've made so many mistakes, I have done so many things I regret, but the one thing I'll never regret is talking to a stranger, you. Because little did I know I would fall head over heels in love with you.

HAPPY 14TH MONTH ONCE AGAIN ♥♥♥♥♥